The
pizza was gone and they were working on their second movie when P. J.
laid her head on Jamie’s shoulder and fell asleep. They had pushed the
coffee table to the side so Kayla and Lori could stretch out on the
floor with a couple of pillows. They were both wide awake and discussing
making a bag of popcorn. Brandi was stretched out on the loveseat
texting someone on her phone while she watched the movie.
They
were watching a suspense movie that Kayla and Lori had picked. It was
okay but Jamie was tired too. She reached up and gently touched P. J.’s
face. P. J. stirred a little. “You ready to head to bed?” Jamie asked.
P. J. turned her head and nuzzled Jamie’s neck, “If you are.”
Jamie
kissed P. J.’s temple. “Come on,” she said getting up and pulling P. J.
up with her. “We’re going to bed, girls. You all are welcome to spend
the night or whatever. Just make sure to lock up if you leave.”
“Cool.” Kayla said as she looked up at them. “I’m going to crash here then.”
“Yeah, me too,” Lori said, getting up and claiming the couch.
“Ah, you dog,” Kayla said, swatting Lori’s leg.
“You can get the other end, I’ll try not to kick you off.”
Kayla got up and got on the opposite end of the couch from Lori. “You staying too?” she asked Brandi.
“Probably.
I might have a date so if that works out I’ll be leaving but if not
I’ll crash here.” Brandi didn’t look up from her phone while she was
texting.
Jamie was pulling P. J. by the hand towards the bed. “Cool. See you all in the morning.”
After they disappeared into the bedroom, Brandi said, “They are so stinking cute.”
“I know,” Kayla agreed. “I wish I could be lucky enough to find my soul mate but I doubt that will happen.”
“Why?” Lori asked.
“I’m a dyke nerd. How many other dyke nerds do you think there are in the world?”
“Probably
more than you think,” Lori said. “Why do you think you have to meet
someone exactly like you for them to be your soul mate. You know, they
say opposites attract.”
“True,” Kayla agreed. “But that would mean I would have to go out and meet people.”
“And?” Brandi said, turning her phone off.
“And,
I hate people. I hate crowds. I’d rather talk to a computer than a real
person, so I’m probably not going to meet anyone who would like me.”
Kayla said, not looking at Brandi.
“You don’t hate people,” Lori said, giving Kayla a little shove in the butt with her foot.
“No,
I do hate people. Remember when we first started studying together at
the first part of the summer? That was a requirement for the class to
work in a group. If the teacher wouldn’t have made us work on a group
project I would never have spoken to you all. The main reason I said yes
to Jamie when she asked me to join her group was because I knew she was
a lesbian too. She was always talking about her girlfriend, P. J. I
figured, I’d have a decent chance of not feeling intimidated by her.”
Kayla looked from Lori to Brandi, and then back to Lori. “You all have
no idea how relieved I was that you were lesbians too. The fact that you
all don’t make fun of me for being a geek was just luck.”
Lori sat up and looked at Kayla. “So have you gotten made fun of a lot for being a geek?”
“A
geek, a dyke, a stripper’s daughter, a convenient store worker’s
daughter, poor, freak...you name it and I’ve been made fun of for it.”
Kayla looked away. “I’m going to go make some popcorn.”
Lori looked at Brandi and shook her head. “Damn, that sucks.”
“Yeah,
I’ve never been made fun of. People just can tell that I’ll beat their
ass if they make fun me,” Brandi said and pulled the blanket off the
back of the loveseat onto her.
Lori nodded, “Yeah, I can see that. I wouldn’t make fun of you, much.”
Brandi
grinned at her, “I’ll let you get by with that ‘cause you’re so damn
cute. But don’t get on my bad side ‘cause I’d have to doubly kick your
ass ‘cause you’re my friend and no better than to piss me off.”
“I’ll keep that in mind,” Lori laughed.
Kayla
came back with three bowls of popcorn. She handed one to Lori and Brandi.
Brandi said, “Now that you’re
friends with us, you don’t have to worry about somebody picking on you,
‘cause me and Lori will kick their ass. Ain’t that right, Lori?”
“That’s right.” Lori nodded then leaned over to hug Kayla. Brandi got up and hugged her too. “We got you’re back, Sweetie.”
Kayla
smiled. “Thanks girls. I’m so glad Jamie talked me into joining you
all. You guys are the first real friends I’ve had in a very long time.”
Lori
kissed Kayla on the cheek, eliciting a blush from her. “I know you said
that your parents know you’re gay, but did they know about all the
bullying you put up with?”
“I
suppose but they never did anything about it. They both worked so much
that they didn’t really have time to deal with school problems.” Kayla
got comfortable in her corner of the couch, “Plus I stayed on the
computer most of the time and didn’t talk to them about what I was going
through. I didn’t want them to worry more than they already did.”
“So when did you know you were gay?” Brandi asked.
“When I was nine or ten, I guess,” Kayla said, then put a handful of popcorn in her mouth.
“Yeah,
I think I knew about then too,” Brandi said. “But there wasn’t anyway I
was going to admit that myself, let alone tell my family.”
“I didn’t tell my parents, they figured it out for themselves,” Kayla said and put some more popcorn in her mouth.
Brandi shook her head, “My fucking brother was the reason my mom found out.”
“Jayden?” Lori asked.
“Yeah,
stupid fucker,” Brandi growled. “I’m still mad about it even though he
didn’t do it on purpose, but still Mama almost killed me when she found
out.”
“Really?” Lori said, “Your mom seems so cool with it now.”
“Yeah,
she got over it, especially after my cousin, Natelle got pregnant when
she was fifteen. She figured at least she wouldn’t have to worry about
me having a bunch of kids if I was gay.”
“True,” Lori agreed. “I wish my mom saw it like that.”
“You’re
parents are way too uptight,” Brandi said shaking her head. “My mom is
religious and I love God, but I know He loves me just the way I am. I
can’t imagine having someone telling me that God hated me for who I am.”
“Yeah,”
Lori said sadly. “I don’t think they are ever going to accept me like
this, or forgive me. They think I’ve chosen this life and there are
times when I really wish I wasn’t gay.”
Kayla reached over and patted Lori’s leg. She shook her head, “And I thought my parents were screwed up. Damn, man, that sucks.”
Lori
patted her hand then grabbed a handful of popcorn. “Yes, it does,” she
said and stuffed the popcorn in her mouth. She chewed on the popcorn for
a minute then looked at Kayla. “Your mom is a stripper?”
Kayla laughed, “Man, you are slow. She was a stripper, now she works at a convenient store.”
“Well,
I thought that you had said she worked at a convenient store before. In
fact, I think I saw her the other day. Does she work at the one on
Center?”
“Yep,” Kayla said, eating more popcorn.
“You look a lot like her,” Lori said thoughtfully.
Kayla shrugged. “I guess so. But we’re not anything alike.”
Brandi
snapped her fingers, “Damn, I was hoping you strip for us.” Kayla gave
her a hateful look. “I was just playing, Baby, doing get your undies in a
wad.”
Kayla laughed and shook her head, “You aren’t right.”
“I know,” Brandi said. “And I’m good at it.”
“So how did Jayden out you?” Lori asked.
Brandi
sighed, “I was fooling around with this girl and I was going to spend
the night at her house but Mom didn’t know about it. She thought I was
going to spend the night with my friend, Tanya. Well, Jayden, was
supposed to be covering for me. He knew all about me dating this girl so
his only job was to call Tanya and pretend he was checking up on me in
front of our mom.” Brandi wrapped the blanket more securely around
herself and chewed on a piece of popcorn. “That fool called my
girlfriend’s number and said, Tanya is Brandi there?” Of course, my girlfriend went nuts. You know, why is your brother calling me Tanya. Are you fucking Tanya too? Well, he was standing too close to my mother when he made this call so my mother is like, Who is that on the phone? And Jayden’s like, “No one,”
Brandi said in a deep voice like Jayden. “My mother snatched the phone
out of his hand and starting asking who she was talking to. My
girlfriend, who was an older woman.” Brandi rolled her eyes, “Well, like
nineteen and I was sixteen, kind of older woman. She starts asking my
mother who the fuck she is. Of, course my mother went ballistic and told
her not to be cussing her and if I was there I had better get my black
ass home.”
Lori was staring at her wide eyed, “Oh shit.”
“Yeah, oh shit,” Brandi said and ate some more popcorn. “Then, while my mother is listening, my girlfriend yells at me, I
thought you said you was eighteen. I ain’t no cradle robber. If you
ain’t old enough to be away from home without you mama knowing where you
are, you ain’t old enough to be fucking me.”
Kayla clasped her hand over her mouth. “Oh my God!”
“Oh yeah,” Brandi laughed. “You know that Tyler Perry show where he says, You don’t make a black woman take off her earrings? That
is serious shit. I got home and my mother didn’t have her earrings on,
her mother rings, or her watch. I knew when she takes all her jewelry
off, she is fixing to beat someone’s ass and that ass was mine. I hadn’t
had a whoopin like that since I was like eight. She had the wooden
spoon and everything. It was awful.”
“Wow,
no wonder you haven’t forgiven Jayden,” Lori said, making a mental note
not to trust him with important secret information.
“Don’t
think I didn’t get him back the very next chance I got,” Brandi said.
“I beat his stupid ass the very next afternoon while Mama was still at
work.” Brandi put a handful of popcorn in her mouth and chewed it
thoughtfully. “It took about a year for Mama to really talk to me about
what was going on. I think it took her that long to realize she couldn’t
pray away the gay. But, she finally came around, and we talked.” Brandi
sat down the popcorn and then picked up her phone. “She finally got
used to it but she still has serious rules about who we date, at least
while we are in college anyway.”
“Like what?” Kayla asked.
Brandi
grinned, “Like me not dating the kind of chick I’m talking to now.
She’s a rapper and a little bit gangster.” Brandi got a serious look on
her face, “And don’t think I won’t kill one or both of you if word of
that gets back to my mother.”
Kayla and Lori both acted like they were putting zippers on their mouths, locking it, and throwing away the key.
“Good,”
she said, pointing her finger at the two of them. She looked at her
phone and frowned, “I knew that bitch would bail on me.” She turned the
phone back off and tossed it on the floor. “I guess I’m here all night
too.”
Lori and Kayla shrugged. “Cool,” they said in unison. They all turned back to the television.
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